Unexpected

The phone was ringing loudly
yeah it's the name ..the name that let my heart goes rapidly
i didn't know how it's going to be
i answered quietly, said hi and waited to see


he answered as he always used to be
with a friendly voice carrying a great pain deeply
my happiness was mixed up with an upset feel
the light of a friend was up but couldn't change the past or heal


I didn't know what to say or do
i found alot of contradict feelings that myself went through
i felt lost..
lost between the past, the present and the future
whatever it used to cost
u can never put in your department perishable furniture


i went lost more and more..
deeply than ever before


till something unexpectedly had happened
when we knew about each worry
we got shocked and shattered..
because we both felt guilty and sorry!


i must have known that before
as our lives go on
we would have the same way in thinking
choose the same side
and walk on the same shore!


What a life! What a destiny!
as u can't guess the future u can't change ur history!