Lost Ashes (Track)

S3 Everyone,

It's pleasure to finally announce publishing my first dual work in writing poems.

It was really a good experience where the "School of meanings" and the "School of rhymes" were merged to come up with this track .. "Lost Ashes"

Enjoy it & Wait for The First Record  ... Commmiiinngg Soon :D

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Everything is mess, an infinite loop

Starving for a little hope

Looking happy, with a dying soul

None asked you what is wrong

Can’t stay any more strong?

Can’t find where you belong?

Wondering, trying, losing hope..

Have been so long?

يا الله

Help me find my way

يا الله

I’ve nothing to say..

Every light is fading away

Darkening your sight, killing your sway

You don’t know the shooter

But you know you’re the prey

When your ashes fly away

When you’d rather die than just stay

Life is an ongoing play

You can’t stop or even replay

يا الله

Help me find my way

يا الله

I’ve nothing to say..

When the screen turns black

When your dreams go wrack

When your palace becomes a shack

Everything in pieces, no more stacks

When your faith becomes in doubt

When the moans become your sound

When your eyes can’t realize

Except the fog all around

يا الله

Help me find my way

يا الله

I’ve nothing to say..

When the roads are all cut

All the doors have been shut

Seems to be late... seems to be hard

To save .. your happiness slot

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When you’re totally missing the light

Remember who stands behind

Controlling, watching, caring about

His people, everyday, every night

يا الله

Help me find my way

يا الله

I’ve nothing to say..

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Written by: Ahmed Maged Ashraf

                      Salma Hossam El-Deen (Small Pharaoh)


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Freezing Moment "The missing guest"

It's one of those moments when everything stops at its place, your body stops any motion, your eyes almost don't see what they actually are looking at, the heart beats are not heard any more as they are about to stop to be in harmony with all your body senses.

IF you captured your feelings then, you may think you're running out of them, but actually you're over burdened with them, and if you went deep and took yourself a picture for a freezing moment, you'll find that you have what you can't hold, you filled the pot to the max, and when more was there, you needed to stop and recognize that "more", take a decision, whether you have to refuse them, let them go away, or you'll stretch your capacity of "holding on".

Freezing Moments...

Moments that pass by everyone, everywhere and from time to time you shall give them excuse to stay and then let them go...

They're critical guests, conquering the current moment and considered to be tipping points for your coming moments ... so welcome them well, stop, think, recognize, decide, and finally let go =) 

Thursday, 04 August 2011 at 16:55
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One-Day Stories: Have you ever had the feeling of...?

Have you ever had the feeling of...?

I am annoying you enough by keeping on the same track, you asked me to find a way and here I am, searching for it. It's enough what has been done, enough knocking on the door where no one behind to respond for my call. People pass and think I am mad or immature.

"she's wasting her time" they say.

"Baby, we tried to knock it before, either we found no one to answer our call or had a rough answer for our requests, so why do you insist on wasting your time? Why can't you  learn and understand that no one is there behind the door wants to answer your call? If they want to respond they'll open for you the door, otherwise you're messing up"  

For a while I thought "Are they crazy? Are they free enough to bother themselves with my business? Who said that there's no one in? And who said I am wasting my time? And who said that I am here for the same purpose of theirs? Who gave them the right to judge one's self from the outlook, no but to aggressively point charges?" 

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Have you ever had the feeling of...?

Finally, I found someone who understands my knocks well; my sounds make sense to her, just perfectly! I can't understand why or how! I was afraid of the presence of a play, but however a play is perfect, she can't do what she does! And so I believed she gets my key. 

I discovered later, she was knocking the same door for the same reasons of mine, Whoop! Now I can understand how she is the only one who is getting my point of view exactly and just right without any hidden knives to stab or any masks on to wear. What a Bless! 

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Have you ever had the feeling of...?

I was stolen my only thing that makes my days, I was stolen my happiness, that has no extend when you do the right thing. I was stolen my freedom to talk about people, mention some matters, situations, have fun or even complain, as before, and it's not ordinary any more.

 I was stolen talking about you whether it was just ordinary or for a specific reason. I'm stolen my little things in life that are honestly pure, and make me happy. I'm tied.

Yeah it's shocking, to discover that people get hurt because of your ordinary talks. It's hurting and not easy at all, to decide getting yourself out of someone's life because your presence does hurt others. It's hurting to discover that you can't talk with the only one who feels you right, avoiding hurting her by any miss-said word.

Yes, I decided, no I'm already taking steps, to get myself out of your life. I thought it's my choice to stay or go, but now leaving is all what I have to do. Yeah I discovered so, we don't choose everything or ever road we walk through.

You asked me once to find a way

I kept searching...

I thought I found an easy way

In one day morning

And then she came along

I found her supporting so long

She said don't be afraid

As long as you're not in it my young

And Yeah Yeah

I believed her talk

I thought we're going to Rock

Nothing can bring the fog

I'm not in it and I know so why I got shocked..!!

When One day I read some words

When my face got immersed

When my eyes skipped some tears

And the heart missed its beats

Did I really hurt her that much?

Or it's the problem of her crush?

Or it's my problem of my good intention...

That let my words rush?!

Now, it's time to go

You want me no more around and I know

And she gave me a covered blow

So why shall I stay where there's nothing to do

Don't blame on me, any of you

I didn't give up and I won't give up, never on you..