Can "Shocked" describe my state?
Or Shall I get mad at you? Or would I hate?!
Have I to be Silent or would I Scream?
No way! It can't be a Scheme!
Freezing Moment?
No! It’s a shocking moment!
No too! It’s like not to ever be described
It’s when I was in need to disappear or hide!
Were you serious? Honestly, Were YOU?!
You should have been deadly tired…
Yes, tired. OR how would I forgive you?!
Can’t you really see where did you go?
Couldn’t you stop for one second & think?
I can’t imagine that you really meant so!
Don’t you remember our talks about those sick?!
Now You’re Sick! Or Too Tired!
Or it may be an unwilling mistake!
“Mistake” huh! As if u were a child
I can’t forget it whatever it takes!
Or may I consider you said nothing?
Without an apology! How can I?!
Or may I consider you were soporific?
God! Give me a reason not to hate that guy!
It’s a matter of dignity, Can’t you see?
Or you just can see others’ sins!
Like you never have talked before to me!
Do you think there’s a problem with the glasses lens?
WAKE UP! It’s Me!
Revise it, Recall it, Re-evaluate your words!
You can’t kill anyone and be free!
You made the words turn to me as swords!
I wonder, would you ever apologize?
Have you ever told anyone “I’m sorry”?
It has never been dignity Mr. Wise!
What prevents you is your “Glory”!
Ah, how one day I called you a friend?!
For you “myself” was always insulting “me”!
I wish you never existed or I was dead
I wish I never regretted the moments of glee
I doubt you can feel the sentences
I can talk forever and you won’t mind
Am I wasting my time? Or is it the last glances?
Maybe I’m staying because the human I once saw inside
You gave me hope, that not all are the same
You raised me up, so I felt the difference
How after all that faith I can’t blame?
Only God knows how it was meant to me once…
And later, after it all ends
I’ll mention it and I'll say that...
“Once Upon a Time I had a Friend”
"A Friend who was like my Dad" =')
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