My Oldies: .....Critical Times....

away in the darkness
where everybody is asleep
we sit alone
down the stars
thinking about our lives
recalling the memories..

faster memories we usually have
will depend on what we feel now

if u're ok usually you'll remember ur best friends
best holidays....funniest situations
or u may remember ur lover
the best moments u shared
the first time u met
ur first look into his/her eyes

u'll sit there and remember....
maybe ur childhood
u can see urself standing there
little child, soft skin, pure mind, innocent moments
nothing can disturb u
looking for sweety future....
or may ignoring it
just playing and having fun.....

but if u're not okay
everything will seem BLACK...BLACK...BLACK
u'll remember ur friends' drawbacks
you'll say:...oh they r'nt true friends
oh i hate them all...how could they be like this!
Oh...am alone...nobody's here...nobody's near
no one deserves!...what false masks!

yeah u'll say this cause u're nurvous
u'll feel as if u're standing in the darkness
walking through heavy fog
can't see ur way
can't trust anyone
CAN'T EVEN SOLVE UR PROBLEMS

u'll cry and cry
deeply inside u
some of us will give up
others will try to survive
but away from their real world
others will destroy their lives
and just decide to take revenge from others!!
but if u need my advice
i'll tell u

WAKE UP! WAKE UP!

just leave ur place but don't run away
close ur eyes but don't sleep
pretend to forgive....just pretend...and let it pass away
try to forget but don't erase ur mind
Know new friends but don't leave old ones
smile to your life but don't trust it
ignore who made u get through this ... BUT DON'T EVER FORGET THEM!

Saturday, 04 July 2009 at 21:28
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Lost Ashes (Track)

S3 Everyone,

It's pleasure to finally announce publishing my first dual work in writing poems.

It was really a good experience where the "School of meanings" and the "School of rhymes" were merged to come up with this track .. "Lost Ashes"

Enjoy it & Wait for The First Record  ... Commmiiinngg Soon :D

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Everything is mess, an infinite loop

Starving for a little hope

Looking happy, with a dying soul

None asked you what is wrong

Can’t stay any more strong?

Can’t find where you belong?

Wondering, trying, losing hope..

Have been so long?

يا الله

Help me find my way

يا الله

I’ve nothing to say..

Every light is fading away

Darkening your sight, killing your sway

You don’t know the shooter

But you know you’re the prey

When your ashes fly away

When you’d rather die than just stay

Life is an ongoing play

You can’t stop or even replay

يا الله

Help me find my way

يا الله

I’ve nothing to say..

When the screen turns black

When your dreams go wrack

When your palace becomes a shack

Everything in pieces, no more stacks

When your faith becomes in doubt

When the moans become your sound

When your eyes can’t realize

Except the fog all around

يا الله

Help me find my way

يا الله

I’ve nothing to say..

When the roads are all cut

All the doors have been shut

Seems to be late... seems to be hard

To save .. your happiness slot

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When you’re totally missing the light

Remember who stands behind

Controlling, watching, caring about

His people, everyday, every night

يا الله

Help me find my way

يا الله

I’ve nothing to say..

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Written by: Ahmed Maged Ashraf

                      Salma Hossam El-Deen (Small Pharaoh)


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Freezing Moment "The missing guest"

It's one of those moments when everything stops at its place, your body stops any motion, your eyes almost don't see what they actually are looking at, the heart beats are not heard any more as they are about to stop to be in harmony with all your body senses.

IF you captured your feelings then, you may think you're running out of them, but actually you're over burdened with them, and if you went deep and took yourself a picture for a freezing moment, you'll find that you have what you can't hold, you filled the pot to the max, and when more was there, you needed to stop and recognize that "more", take a decision, whether you have to refuse them, let them go away, or you'll stretch your capacity of "holding on".

Freezing Moments...

Moments that pass by everyone, everywhere and from time to time you shall give them excuse to stay and then let them go...

They're critical guests, conquering the current moment and considered to be tipping points for your coming moments ... so welcome them well, stop, think, recognize, decide, and finally let go =) 

Thursday, 04 August 2011 at 16:55
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